Hmm, here I am again, same place, same space, just a few more days on from the last time I was trying to gain a handle on my life. Are you really living your life if you don't have goals...? Is it living to not really aim for anything or want to create something better?
Do I really want these things and what am I prepared to do to get them because last week I really wasn't that prepared to work for them and instead I floated and drifted and I had a terrible week!
I am not invested in me because my self belief is in the drain. Would you invest in something that you were sure would fail? No probably not....
I never have been a fighter... If something gets too hard I will tend to give up and walk away... What's the point I won't get to win anyway? I am certainly not by best friend...!
Hmm this is not my pity party but more a way to try to understand me? Why don't I wanna be the best I can, why do I chose to blow my diet or blow my workout off?
What do I gain? I need to get to the bottom of this before I can move forward.
I wish my brain would stop thinking... Of problems, of excuses, of reasons not or to put it off. It's time to invest in me, time to put the last year right.
I am Gayle and I am and will be a success!!
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